building blocks

step one, step two. three, no four.
if I’ve blocked you once, it’s now once more.

what I did and why you couldn’t
what you said and why I wouldn’t
doesn’t even matter, isn’t even fluent
here we are, because you blew it.

Your profile picture changed today.
I noticed and I’m pissed off, even more than I can say.

because what I did and why you couldn’t
what you said and why I wouldn’t
doesn’t even matter, not even through it
here we are, because you knew it.

I trusted myself enough to let it all hang out to dry
Because even if it killed me deep, I was going to say goodbye.

since what I did and why you couldn’t
what you said and why I wouldn’t
doesn’t even matter, not even truth in it
here we are, because you couldn’t do it

Sadly, no, you’re right, I can forgive but not forget.
I mean, how could I, when you left me here with little more than just regret

over what I did and why you couldn’t
what you said and why I wouldn’t
doesn’t even matter, isn’t even fluent
here we are, because you blew it

step one, step two. three, no four.
if I’ve blocked you once, it’s now once more.

this is me, building blocks.

— c ☆

One Comment Add yours

  1. brendaratcliffe says:

    Yes good read I think we have all built those blocks I have a wall and not sure if it will ever come down. Your young and beautiful and those blocks will move and hopefully with Jan at your side your building block days are done love how happy you seem ❤️🌹

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